My life in 2007.

During these 3mths plus, I knew I've changed alot.
My thinkings on certain aspects as well as my life..
I dont really know if I've changed to the better or to the worst..

I clubbed which I didnt last time.
Know more frens(from elsewhere) which I only knew ppl from 'just in sch' last time.
I dunno its good or bad..

And, furthermore, my relationship is like..
I dont really know wat am I thinkin and wat I want..
Really..

When we are young, we gers(at least for me) just wanna have someone to care and someone who love us.
When we are getting older(in working society), expectation towards relationship is much more different compared to the past.
Other than those basic caterias like;
Does he love you?
Faithful to you?
Care about you?
There're much more other aspects to look into:

- Is he the one who can take care of you forever?
- Acts as your best friend(who understand you, who be there for you when you need him?), your big brother(who take care of you, who protect you?) and a good husband( who can take care of the kids beside you, who willing to help up in houseworks as well, etc?)

All these stuffs keep appearing in my mind these few days..
(Dont get the wrong idea, he didnt propose to me and Im not getting married either. hee)

Just that, both of us are in the 4th year relationship *And its gonna be the 5th this coming June*; thus, I tend to think alot..
Are we suitable for each other? Are we??
I dont wish to waste his time (you know, he is 27..) and of cos, both of our time.

I thought on all the above stuffs so much all becos of one sentence.
"What if one day, he propose to me? What will be my ans?"
My ans is = I DUNNO!
See! I'm so unsure!

I know I'm still young and shldnt think so far(which been told by lots of my frens) but.. you know.. I dont wish to waste time...
HAI!

Im so unsure, confusing!
I think I gonna visit a fortune teller soon...

If this is a simple world, everything and everyone will be living in a peaceful world.