I finally break down today. Tears dun seem to flow out last week and they're sort of STUCKED in my heart. Thus, I felt so relieved after all the flooding today.
I saw our pics, the stuffs that he gave me, the nice memories that we had for this 4years and 11months; I break down.
I woke up from my afternoon nap and the feeling was so sudden; I thought of him and the thought of 'WTH is going on this year'; make mi feel so weak.

Anyway, I guessed I'm gonna try my best to move on since this is what I chose.

I guess I cant stay at home for too long without doing anything (for this period of time).
Thankfully to my dearies for accompany me. I appreciated that.

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Will updates on our gers' night-outs soon.