What is the use of typing all those stuffs in your friendster blog after so long?
All of the sudden, you smsed last fri and scolded me; for no reason.
Anyway, I dont blame you for smsing me all those harsh words.
I knew I've hurt you deeply.
ACtually, I've been thinking about our relationship for quite sometimes before I came to this solution. And the reason of breakin off is not becos of 3rd party or watever, its jus that the stuffs you did last time(in Genting) kept revolving in my mind(til now too) and my feeling towards you is fading..
I wanted to add in more "sparks"(like going cable ski, learning stuffs together) but you always said you're afraid and tired. I've no idea then.

I knew, Im not gd either.
Whether my future love life is good or bad, its all depends on my fate I guessed.
And, I dont wish to think about it now as there're more important stuffs for me to treasure more and think of.

And please ask yourself?
Have you do anything to retrieve our relationship after our breakup? No actually.
You said that you dont dare to call me out becos you're afraid that I'll said things like "Im not free"; but have you try and ask?
We did went out once and I did thot of giving each other another chance before the met up. I wanted to see how things go when we met up but Im so disappointed then. Most of the time, its me who kept asking you stuffs and you just simply answered in short sentences.
Its jus like questions and answers session.
You can only tell me more (about your feeling) by smsed me after the meeting.
Then.. what for, of meeting up with me then?
Im totally speechless and disappointed.

And, its jus too late for now..
I can only say..
Im really sorry..

Some of you might think that Im HEARTLESS and I can replied you.. "Yes I am"
I rather be hearless this time by having this solution rather than burting him deeper by saying "No" if he were to propose to me in future. I guessed that will hurt him much more..
Im a person who think really far thou
Nevertheless, I do not wish to waste both of our time any further and dragging do us no good in future as well.

Times heal everything I hope.